Weekly Photo Challenge: Solitary

Peter and Wilson. With a dog, man may be solitary, but never alone.

Weekly Photo Challenge: Solitary

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Fit Mum? I’m becoming one

Finally after 15 years I have decided I need to do something about my bum, tum & thighs! Years of working or studying have finally taken their toll and I am seriously unfit!

I tried a few years back to get back to my old level of fitness by joining  Walton Athletics Club but I was far too out of condition to keep up with the training of the sprinters or the long distance runners.  I also didn’t understand my Fibromyalgia at all and didn’t realise that chronic fatigue was a big symptom of my condition.  I was shocked to find myself utterly exhausted 2 or 3 days after a training session and unable to face another one!

Aged 31 I had managed to go from smoking 60 cigarettes a day and not having done any exercise or sport in 7 years to train myself to be able to run a distance of 7 miles in just over an hour.  I was gutted then just a few years later to find myself so utterly unable to get my fitness back at all.  This experience so demotivated me that I have been becoming less and less fit over the years since then, in fear of over exhausting myself again.

During this time I did do some yoga for over a year which I found excellent for combating a lot of the pain I was experiencing, but again the sessions utterly exhausted me, but I so loved the lack of pain I used to make yoga the central activity of the day and sleep afterwards if necessary.

Unfortunately I couldn’t stay off work forever and I just couldn’t manage yoga and work, so  I stopped exercising once again.  Just recently I saw an article about a running group supported by Sally Gunnell and sponsored by Run England aimed particularly at complete beginners which is what I really feel I am now!

I tried doing a few runs with Charlotte but only managed 2.25 miles, so my expectations of myself were not too high! I looked on the Internet for local Run England groups, but the nearest group was a club called Run4Mum.  I sent them an email just to see if they would take me considering my ‘baby’ is now nearly 16 and not willing to join in the buggies’ run and I went along tonight for my first session.

They were really welcoming and I was impressed how many came along, especially considering the torrential rain we have experienced over the last 2 days!  There were about 16 other women there, and they were all apart from one, fitter than me :(.  Oh we’ll, onwards and upwards!

I had a great evening, a hard workout that utterly exhausted me, and I am looking forward to going again on Friday morning to see how I cope with the running as opposed to the circuit training!!

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The White Girls Dancing

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Charley & Hettie Webb cartwheeling in unison during ‘The Future’

The photo is not mine, but I can’t remember the source.

Will update this post if I find it. Photo taken during his visit to Dublin this September.

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Garden Update – Just in time for the cooler September weather

My first attempt at a slideshow

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There is a crack, a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in

 

Leonard live at the National Stadium, Dublin 1988

I WAS THERE!

I was only 19, and had spent the previous 4 years being lulled to sleep and indulging in depression with Leonard’s first 3 albums, very typical of teenagers the world over…. When he announced a tour in Dublin, I couldn’t wait to get tickets!  My boyfriend and I were shocked to find ourselves by far the youngest people in the audience, but at the first note… we knew why!

Pure magic, and a voice deeper than we could possibly imagine!  We heard the lyrics to songs from ‘I’m your Man’ for the first time and fell in love all over again! The dark humour, the self deprecation , the satire… wonderful. And when he sang (if you can call a sound that deep singing…) ‘I was born with the gift of a golden voice’ the cheers from the crowd were deafening!

We bought the tape (you couldn’t buy CD’s in Ireland then) to ‘I’m your Man’ on the way out of the concert, and later that year reintroduced Leonard to my uncle, who from that day to this has been Leonard’s Number 1 Irish fan (I now live in London)

We (my Husband & I) have seen Leonard’s recent World Tour in The O2 Arena twice, At Brooklands Race Track (10 minutes cycle from our house!) and recently at Wembley Arena (formerly supposed to be at the Hop Farm in Kent) Hence the timing of this post

Wembley Arena, 8th September 2012
 
I was there, AGAIN 🙂

All of us arriving at Wembley Arena were decidedly under-impressed.  We had bought tickets for an outdoor concert in Kent, and 2 weeks before the concert had to shell out another £200 to buy tickets for probably one of my least favourite venues, the oversized (and severely understaffed and under toileted) barn called Wembley Arena. Parking nearby is impossible, we came by motorbike, on a very hot evening through dreadful rush hour traffic and still struggled to find somewhere to park.  Then we had to walk almost a full circle of the arena through crowds of lost fans trying to collect tickets from the box office and then find the right entrance.

We made it into our seats (great seats I must admit, ROW 14!!!) with seconds to spare until the billed start time of 7.30pm.  The arena was half full, most people were still queueing to collect tickets, to get in, to get drinks (it was very hot!), or for the ladies toilets (of which there were far too few).  Over the tanoy (my spellchecker has no suggestions, sorry) we were advised that the concert start would be delayed by 10 minutes.  As 8pm came ad went, a slow hand-clap began. This wasn’t the Hop Farm, and we were waiting far more than 10 minutes.  Eventually the lights went down, and the now full arena settled to an uncharacteristically (for LC fans) disgruntled quiet.

He needed all his charm for the first of two shows at Wembley Arena. The venue was a last-minute replacement for a pair of open-air concerts he was due to play in Kent. The switch wasn’t explained. Outside there was a long queue as people picked up new tickets. Inside there were slow hand-claps as the start was delayed.

Then Cohen appeared. He issued a graceful apology, and invoked the economist Adam Smith in an elegant swipe at the promoter: “There are unseen hands that manipulate the marketplace – hands that I never get to shake, or crush for that matter.” Any bad feeling evaporated amid applause: a textbook example of how to smooth troubled waters.   (By Ludovic Hunter-Tilney, The FT, 11.9.2012)

I could not put it better myself

In fact in writing this I find myself lost for words.  I have found some great reviews while looking for some photos to compliment my amateur attempts from Row 14 and find it hard to better their combined sentiment.  My favourite is from the FT, quoted above, but there are some other lovely ones which can be found by clicking on the following links;

The Telegraph by Sarfraz Manzoor

The Guardian by Mark Seacombe (who was at the same Isle of Wight Concert in 1970 as my husband)

The Independent by Andy Gill

The London Evening Standard by André Paine

As mentioned in these reviews, the venue change, the problems getting in, the late start, were all forgotten, distant memories surpassed by the amazingness of the now.  Sarfraz Manoor talks of his wife being reduced to tears during the concert, so was I, by Sharon Robinson’s mesmerising rendition of Alexandra Leaving.

If there is another London concert in the future, or Hop Farm, or anywhere we can reasonably get to, We will be there….. If it be His will

Setlist  (From setlist.FM)

First Set

  1. Dance Me to the End of Love
  2. The Future
  3. Bird on the Wire
  4. Everybody Knows
  5. Who by Fire
  6. Darkness
  7. Sisters of Mercy
  8. Amen
  9. I Can’t Forget
  10. Come Healing
  11. Waiting for the Miracle
  12. In My Secret Life
  13. Going Home
  14. Anthem

Second Set

  1. Tower of Song
  2. Suzanne
  3. Night Comes On
  4. Heart with No Companion
  5. The Gypsy’s Wife
  6. The Partisan
  7. Democracy
  8. Coming Back to You(performed by the Webb Sisters)
  9. Alexandra Leaving(performed by Sharon Robinson)
  10. I’m Your Man
  11. Hallelujah
  12. Take This Waltz

Encore:

  1. So Long, Marianne
  2. First We Take Manhattan

Encore 2:

  1. Famous Blue Raincoat
  2. Save the Last Dance for Me(The Drifters cover)

PS.  Apologies please for the dreadful formatting of this post.  It is Driving me to distraction!  One previous post had a similar problem and I gave up on it too eventually, but I am simply unable to get the post to conform to a single style or have normal paragraph spaces no matter how much I clear formatting and start again!  Please, any suggestions from WordPress Users or experts very very welcome!!

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Don’t look at this post if you don’t want to see the grub from my log pile!

 

I found the grub from my log-pile

He was most definitely a melolontha-melololontha – or in English; a Cockchafer Beetle Grub, and a BIG one!

Picture from http://www.gardensafari.net

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A day of gardening

I did it!  I moved a trailer load of mulch from the front garden to the back, and even did 50 sit-ups at the end of the day!  I am sure I will ache tomorrow!

Initially I thought I wasn’t going to get anywhere as the lock on the back gate wouldn’t open, but then I thought I’d better start with the preparation side of things & clear out the space to be mulched, and maybe start clearing out the bit of the garden where we would like to put our new pergola!
By the time Peter got home with his bolt cutters (phew – it really was stuck, it wasn’t just me being a girl!) the ‘sun patio’ area (Part 1) was cleared and extended ready for the mulch.  I’d also started clearing the next space for our next project, Unfortunately the second space has housed a beautiful organic woodpile since I moved in to the house in 2001, so as I progressed further & further down the log pile, interesting creatures started emerging!  The best one was a HUGE segmented grub about 10cm long & 1cm at least in diameter.  I should have photographed him, but he was too scary! He had an orange head & lots of pincers!!  I will try & find out what he was!  I did pick him up & quickly rehoused him, but I do wonder was he some monster creature with superpowers developing in our log pile?
Once Peter broke the lock he helped me unload the trailer & we cleared it just in time for dinner.  After dinner I tidied it all up & put the finishing touches to my log-pile resettlement project.  As the evening drew in the logs got older & more decayed & creepier!  By the last log I was seeing things jumping at me out of the corner of my eye!!
I think I may have cracked the image gallery problem, so here I hope follows a gallery of photos of my day!

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The Fun Theory

I love this video!

For me this symbolises what learning and working should be all about. When we are having fun we forget we are working, and suddenly what seemed a chore, becomes easier to complete and repeat without even noticing we are working!
The Fun Theory Video

I was reminded of this by a friends post on her WordPress blog (see the video)  which is also good fun & related to the topics that I have been musing over since the Olympics have finished….

‘Inspiring a Generation’ (which generation)

and

‘How on earth do I get some level of fitness back into my life??’

Also I have been on a ‘Gold Post Box‘ quest & today I found one, but not before coming across this one in Emsworth, which is probably even more fun as you can instantly tell who won the medal 🙂

Emsworth residents are clearly proud of their medallist & it was hard to take photos because of the people crowding around the box to read the messages on it! I think that postboxes should have been painted Gold, Silver and Bronze, not just Gold!  To win any Olympic medal ever is a major achievement!! At one time in my life I dreamed of making the qualifying time in the 200m, just to know that had the Olympics been held in Europe then (The next Olympics were in Seoul), I might have been allowed attend!!
If you have a read of the news entries from Emsworth Online from August the 6th and August 8th, all becomes clear.

Today I found a Gold Post Box at last 🙂

Gold Letter Box Cheam

This one is in Ewell Road, Cheam in honour of Joanna Rowsell who won her Gold medal cycling in the Women’s Team Pursuit.

Here’s the official Photograph from the website & the ‘Team Stamp!’  As a former philatelist I think I must get myself one of her stamps to go with the photo!

Joanna Rowsell's Letter Box, Cheam

As for the inspired generation… judging by the age and shape of a lot of the joggers and cyclists on the roads since the Olympics, it definitely seems to be mine!  I certainly spent time during the track and field events remembering how good it felt to be really fit and wondering if I had any more ‘comebacks’ left in me!  (I have had 2 so far – my first at 21 when I stopped smoking for more than a year & achieved my fastest 200m time of 25.8s, and my second aged 31 when I stopped smoking for hopefully the last time made the transition to longer distance and actually managed to run 7 miles all at once on a regular basis!)  Admittedly it took me 70 minutes, but for a sprinter to run cross country for more than an hour without stopping is nothing short of a miracle!

Yesterday I ran for 25 minutes and covered not more than 2 miles, so I really have a long way to go, but a start is better than not starting, and I did do 50 sit ups also!  Tomorrow I have to move a trailer full of mulch from the front garden to the back garden.  If I can still move after that I will try another run!  Watch this space…

 

PS: Request for help from experienced WordPress Bloggers… I would like to add groups of photos in a grid, or as a slide-show.  I can see that this is possible but am confused how to do this?  Any suggestions would be very gratefully accepted!

 

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Beauty in Mathematics

Venn Diagram for 11 sets

This is a really great article from Cartesian Product!  I love how incredibly complicated ‘sets’ get once you have more than 3 circles! 🙂

Most of all I love the pictures

Venn diagrams for 11 sets

 

 

This could make great jewellery

The link that arises from Venn’s general construction for n = 4

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Imagine

John Lennon

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

I find it shocking how self-centred and ungrateful I can let myself get. I would like to describe myself as a hippy, a free spirit, as a person unfettered by the burdens of capitalism…. Imagine by John Lennon is my favourite song (Thank you to the director of the Closing Ceremony of the Olympics for bringing John & Freddie back to life 🙂 ) ….. but when I am ill, tired, hungry, lonely, angry or in pain… I forget all that & want want want!

On Friday, having been advised by the bank that they will charge me £10 to write me a cheque for my daughter’s Bus Pass I nearly started writing a blog there and then in the bank full of resentments about how it is always the poorest people in society who pay the most for things, such as electricity meters, pay as you go phones, monthly payment plans for insurances and appliances, older cars and their associated costs, banking services, postal orders etc…

Luckily for me it is not simple to publish a blog rant on my mobile phone (yet) and it has taken me until now to begin to compose it!

As I sat in bed last night, looking at my photos on my iPad of from the last few days of a family meal & the girls having fun on Peter’s boat last weekend I thought to myself “I really need to write gratitude lists more often!!!”

I have an amazing mattress, a really comfortable bed, in a lovely council house, in a really nice area, at affordable rent, a lovely camera which fits in my handbag (I want a DSLR which won’t) an 8 gb memory card, an iPad, 2 amazing daughters, a Peter, a Wilson (our beautiful cocker spaniel), a Lilly (my cat helping (?) me write this), a Myrtle (our Tortoise), and our Boat. And that’s a list generated from looking at just a few of my thousands of photos.

I don’t have a cheque book any more because I spent more money than I earn. (I have a dedicated album on Facebook of my favourite shoes!)

I am not in financial difficulties because teachers get paid badly or because my ex didn’t pay child maintenance, or because the government reduced tax credits thresholds hugely, or because I am not well enough to work full-time, or because my employer paid me late some months, or any other reason or person who i can come up with that I can add to the blame list for my current financial situation! No, I am broke because I overspent, and now I have to live with the consequences of that. (Throw shoes out of pram moment)

Now if I need a cheque the bank will charge me £10 for one. Not fair I cry! If I was rich I would have a cheque book & wouldn’t have to pay £10. This is true, most people in this country do have cheque books. Except those of us who mismanaged our money, or people a lot poorer than me.

I am rich. I have food.

When I got home and shared my rage at ‘The Machine’ with my husband, he suggested I give the people I need to pay a ring, and sure enough, (contrary to my protestations that they would not be able to help me), they were more than happy to accept payment for my daughters bus pass by Internet banking (which I have) and, they even saved me £25 as they told me I don’t need to get her an ID card to go with the bus pass, as I can use her Oyster Card as proof of age!

I find I owe the machine an apology, and want to thank Nicole at the bus company for being such an angel and rescuing my weekend!

I find I really need to eat some humble pie. And just in case I forgot to do it, my hero came back to life at the closing ceremony to remind me!

Here is a great video I found on You Tube. I hope it works!

PS And…. I am not in remission from Leukaemia because i don’t have Leukaemia, But my friend Dave does and thankfully is in remission 🙂  Please Sponsor him!    http://www.justgiving.com/dave-adamson

PPS Have just found this great group ‘Bloggers for Peace‘  We hope someday you will join us……

Update August 2013

My friend Dave had a relapse of his Leukaemia and died on June 6th 2013. His family are keeping up his wordpress blog at http://daveadamson.wordpress.com

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